There are only a few things about Luke that bother me. And most of them are little things that aren’t deal breakers and aren’t a big deal. But there is one issue that has happened multiple times and it happened again tonight… it’s an issue I think I need to address with him:
When he ends up annoyed or I end up annoyed (or both of us), whether it was my fault or not, he always makes me feel like I need to be the one apologizing. I sit there and tell myself I won’t apologize this time because it wasn’t my fault. And then he says something that makes me feel bad and I say sorry and I say I’m just a silly girl with feelings so it must be my fault. He also goes on to say how he is justified in feeling annoyed or feeling whatever he is feeling. But if he would just LISTEN to what I’m saying… sometimes I believe he IS NOT justified and there is no reason to make me feel like shit.
Maybe I’ll bring this up eventually. But I’m sure he’ll make me feel bad about it somehow.